Thursday, August 18, 2005

not stressed.

my eyes can barely even open.
...... havnt been sleeping much these few days... have I even been sleeping?... slept kinda fitfully the past few days...

i do not fear hard work. but i do expect a return for the work that i put in....

Somehow, DMA's presentation didnt go very well (... or maybe i thought it didnt go very well), somehow, our hard work and effort seemed to pale in the light of Mr. Loh's scrutiny...

... guess our whole group is somewhat demoralized...

cause we did put in ALOT of work into coming up with a concept that we thought was pretty good... in fact, very good....

everybody worked so hard........ kinda feel sad too....

brainstorming, conceptualizing, designing, constructing, implementing, elaborating... our project has came a long way, and will develop to even greater heights in the days ahead....

nothing will stop us right?

we did our best. no regrets!
we learnt alot. no regrets!
we grew closer. no regrets!

but somehow....... i feel quite lonely......

frankly, i'm not creative.... i'm more of a practical, technical person... thats why i tend to get pessimistic on ideas that sound too complicated or impossible to carry out...
I love design, but when it comes to the higher levels, I'd prefer to jus emphasize on the practical issues that might crop up...

maybe thats why i piss people off sometimes......


tired. hungry. boo.

i'm going to zeeep. now.

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